Adios

I can't believe you're leaving, but I could
Hardly believe you came this way at all.
I do not mean to say it wasn't good
Or that you often fail to heed my call,
But simply that between all sorts of things
I wasn't sure you'd ever really be
Right here with me - and therefore my soul sings
To know you were, and I am, finally,
Willing to accept, with heavy heart
The thought that you will leave so soon again;
You being here at all was such a start
I cannot be too sad. I can say when
Not if to your return, and therefore I
Can watch you leave and never sob, just sigh.