Friday, March 21, 2025

Nightscape

There's people here, out on the streets at night.
That is enough itself to make me glad.
They glow themselves, without the aid of light
And loosen what I hadn't noticed had
Grown tense. I'd almost say it's sad
How quickly everything falls into place:
I'm standing taller. I feel like a cad,
Cheating on the city I'd replace
That doesn't run this kind of nighttime race. 
It's not it's fault. But there are people here 
Refusing to cede night the public space:
No emptiness. No darkness. And no fear.
Even here they sleep sometimes, of course,
But by free choice, and not by night's brute force.

Thursday, March 20, 2025

rara y familiar

The bones are still the same. Only the bones;
The flesh is strange and new, and stretched too wide 
But underneath the skin, still something owns
Its past, and while I cannot say "with pride"
It doesn't seem embarrassed. It is changed:
I constantly encounter something new
In my perusal, and I feel deranged
Each time I rearrange what once I knew.
Some things are subtle; some hit in the face.
And I of course have changed as well, though I
Do not believe the bones have noticed. Chase
The past, and you will only live to die.
The bones are still the same. It's a relief 
If they changed too, I might just drown in grief.

Saturday, February 22, 2025

weight

Do not be shocked as I grow fat; 
Be only shocked that I was thin; 
Now being fat is not a sin 
But people will, for all of that, 
Treat weight as if it stood in pat
For health and goodness. They'll begin 
To think you worse when pounds come in
And better when they're out. A flat
Stomach is the beaux ideal; 
But why should I prefer to be
Some other body than I am?
I live the way I want to feel
And if that means obesity
I'm healthy, so who gives a damn?